Today is probably not a good day to write, yesterday wasn't either. I am so irritated today, at everything. Myself, my life, being crazy, the puppy. The list goes on and on. I am trying to switch these feelings to something more positive, but this vast irritation is like a cloud of gnats. Circling around, you think you have avoided them again and there they are circling around again. Aaarrgh it is!
I overdid coffee, smokes and FB this morning. I had some unexpected and great conversations with a few people and said a bit too much to others then I should have. I so hate when I make people uncomfortable. I can get pretty intense at times. LOL, yes me..you think? I was also majorly avoiding working on medical receipts for taxes. I finally went out for lunch, to get away from FB and myself.
I did as much of the medical as I could. I knew I was missing stuff, of course, most of my hubby's receipts. I have to get this all sent off tomorrow..shite! The post office here is a nightmare..at least a 1/2 hour wait on a slow day. I should realize after so many years that this will happen. My hubby will put it off on me, and I won't be able to get it done, without a major confusing back-and-forth with him. I do love our accountant. She cheerfully puts up with us every year at the last minute when she is impossibly busy.
I used to be so organized. LOl. That might just be a wish memory.
Tomorrow, I will see if I can take a shower and get dressed right away. That way, I'll have a fresh start. Breakfast for the kids and myself, get them off to school and then off to the Post office. It's a plan.
I had a lot of see-saw moments, ups-and-downs today. Why? Because I have been ignoring my own rules. I need to eat better, get exercise, cut-down/quit smoking, cut down or eliminate caffeine...and get out of the house for awhile. I can't quit FB, but I can work on not letting it control me. I could really use a puppy trainer too. The confetti of a roll toilet paper is all over my rug. *sigh.(I am waiting for him to clean it up) LOLOL.
I am going to go get some sleep, I am exhausted. I have my goals to work on tomorrow. What are yours? Just remember one step at a time..easy does it. No more Aaarghs! tomorrow.
TTYAL, thanks for listening.
I overdid coffee, smokes and FB this morning. I had some unexpected and great conversations with a few people and said a bit too much to others then I should have. I so hate when I make people uncomfortable. I can get pretty intense at times. LOL, yes me..you think? I was also majorly avoiding working on medical receipts for taxes. I finally went out for lunch, to get away from FB and myself.
I did as much of the medical as I could. I knew I was missing stuff, of course, most of my hubby's receipts. I have to get this all sent off tomorrow..shite! The post office here is a nightmare..at least a 1/2 hour wait on a slow day. I should realize after so many years that this will happen. My hubby will put it off on me, and I won't be able to get it done, without a major confusing back-and-forth with him. I do love our accountant. She cheerfully puts up with us every year at the last minute when she is impossibly busy.
I used to be so organized. LOl. That might just be a wish memory.
Tomorrow, I will see if I can take a shower and get dressed right away. That way, I'll have a fresh start. Breakfast for the kids and myself, get them off to school and then off to the Post office. It's a plan.
I had a lot of see-saw moments, ups-and-downs today. Why? Because I have been ignoring my own rules. I need to eat better, get exercise, cut-down/quit smoking, cut down or eliminate caffeine...and get out of the house for awhile. I can't quit FB, but I can work on not letting it control me. I could really use a puppy trainer too. The confetti of a roll toilet paper is all over my rug. *sigh.(I am waiting for him to clean it up) LOLOL.
I am going to go get some sleep, I am exhausted. I have my goals to work on tomorrow. What are yours? Just remember one step at a time..easy does it. No more Aaarghs! tomorrow.
TTYAL, thanks for listening.

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