It has been a busy week for me. My girlfriend coming to visit, wow! She opened my eyes wide as good friends do. I have known her for 20 some years. She has had more than her fair share of ups and downs..and always manages to rise to the top. Eventually, however..she keeps going and gets better and better. When she looks at me and says..WTFH! You were the one who taught me that...
OMG! Thank you, my friend for now and always. You have my love forever, and a "home" to come back to. I am glad this universe and timeline are where we met and became friends. I hope you are crying now..lol. I am.
I have another friend who writes a blog about drug/alcohol addiction and recovery, I do recommend it for anyone who has struggled with this personally or loves someone who does or has. This means just about the whole planet should read it. It is on my reading list, thanks Tommy!
I do not agree with everything he says or does. I don't agree with everything my girlfriend says or does either. Hell, I don't always agree with everything I say or do either. LOL, that is just another reason I owe them, when they point out the obvious to the oblivious. That would be me at times.
The fight I am fighting here isn't just about saving me from my own obsessions or finding a true path. I am saving my family too. That includes my incredibly gifted troubled daughter, my sunshine/darkness son, and my hubby. The fact that they have to save themselves or want to doesn't prevent me from being a catalyst. I am the "mom" for my kids and the "wife" to my husband. I can't pretend the past three years of torture for all of us haven't happened. But, one day at a time...mental health, stability..keeping it together and moving it up a notch. We, me..I can do way better than this...falling apart isn't an acceptable option.
The next level is for you(the universal you) to open your eyes and see as truly as you can. The answers are there inside you and all around you. You need to take care of yourself, your family, your friends and they will give it back to you exponentially. Being strong and while even being afraid, going ahead and meeting your challenges anyway you can. Enjoying each day, learning, loving and forgiving yourself for the fact that life is absurd..but this is the only one I know that we have for sure. LOL
Thanks for listening. TTYAL Good night and better tomorrows for you all.
OMG! Thank you, my friend for now and always. You have my love forever, and a "home" to come back to. I am glad this universe and timeline are where we met and became friends. I hope you are crying now..lol. I am.
I have another friend who writes a blog about drug/alcohol addiction and recovery, I do recommend it for anyone who has struggled with this personally or loves someone who does or has. This means just about the whole planet should read it. It is on my reading list, thanks Tommy!
I do not agree with everything he says or does. I don't agree with everything my girlfriend says or does either. Hell, I don't always agree with everything I say or do either. LOL, that is just another reason I owe them, when they point out the obvious to the oblivious. That would be me at times.
The fight I am fighting here isn't just about saving me from my own obsessions or finding a true path. I am saving my family too. That includes my incredibly gifted troubled daughter, my sunshine/darkness son, and my hubby. The fact that they have to save themselves or want to doesn't prevent me from being a catalyst. I am the "mom" for my kids and the "wife" to my husband. I can't pretend the past three years of torture for all of us haven't happened. But, one day at a time...mental health, stability..keeping it together and moving it up a notch. We, me..I can do way better than this...falling apart isn't an acceptable option.
The next level is for you(the universal you) to open your eyes and see as truly as you can. The answers are there inside you and all around you. You need to take care of yourself, your family, your friends and they will give it back to you exponentially. Being strong and while even being afraid, going ahead and meeting your challenges anyway you can. Enjoying each day, learning, loving and forgiving yourself for the fact that life is absurd..but this is the only one I know that we have for sure. LOL
Thanks for listening. TTYAL Good night and better tomorrows for you all.
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