I wish I could say everything is 100% and I am doing great. Woot! Woot!
Um, no.
I have been feeling like crapola on-and-off for weeks. I have the start of a pretty good headache right now. It may turn into a full-blown migraine. I am nauseated enough, and it is one-sided. I am seeing halos, auras and black floaties, but, I have seen them all my life. I really do not pay it much attention.
It could be a re-bound headache from meds. Ergh, I take way too many pills now. I dislike it. I have started my vitamins again. I still can't handle taking iron supplements. They are so awful. I will not describe the effects of this. I am so tired of being tired. I hate this feeling of exhaustion, it doesn't matter how much sleep or rest I get.
Okay, sorry..this is one of my excuses for not writing. I have a few more. I just hate posting negativity. I don't expect my posts to be full of light and sunshine. I really don't want them all to be gloom and doom, either. Too many posts of wow, I really don't feel good.
I have said this one before, I am not sure where I got it from. I am a hypochondriac, I know this. I also am sick, too. Physically. My mental(emotional) upheavals don't help much, either. I know doctors don't take women's complaints very serious. I have only had a few doctors that have ever believed me. Sad.
My frustration level has not been helping. My kids, the dog, not seeing my hubby, and I don't like the up-in-the-air status of where we are at. I either want to stay or be moved. I spent almost a year waiting to move before. I don't have that kind of patience. I want it to be done already.
I haven't made any specific goals because of where I am right now. I need some. It gives me focus and more serenity. I wish, and am tired of wishing too. I have friends with some severe problems, cancer, different medical conditions, death of loved ones. I extend my love and prayers. It really doesn't feel like enough.
I am going to bed now. G'night world. I can still laugh at myself and know it will be okay again. Soon, I hope. I am not saying it can't be worse because it really can be way worse. I am not sure who's picture and saying this is but I love it. It does make me smile and feel better. My friends help me even farther.
thanks for listening as always, TTYAL. Ciao.
Um, no.
I have been feeling like crapola on-and-off for weeks. I have the start of a pretty good headache right now. It may turn into a full-blown migraine. I am nauseated enough, and it is one-sided. I am seeing halos, auras and black floaties, but, I have seen them all my life. I really do not pay it much attention.
It could be a re-bound headache from meds. Ergh, I take way too many pills now. I dislike it. I have started my vitamins again. I still can't handle taking iron supplements. They are so awful. I will not describe the effects of this. I am so tired of being tired. I hate this feeling of exhaustion, it doesn't matter how much sleep or rest I get.
Okay, sorry..this is one of my excuses for not writing. I have a few more. I just hate posting negativity. I don't expect my posts to be full of light and sunshine. I really don't want them all to be gloom and doom, either. Too many posts of wow, I really don't feel good.
I have said this one before, I am not sure where I got it from. I am a hypochondriac, I know this. I also am sick, too. Physically. My mental(emotional) upheavals don't help much, either. I know doctors don't take women's complaints very serious. I have only had a few doctors that have ever believed me. Sad.
My frustration level has not been helping. My kids, the dog, not seeing my hubby, and I don't like the up-in-the-air status of where we are at. I either want to stay or be moved. I spent almost a year waiting to move before. I don't have that kind of patience. I want it to be done already.
I haven't made any specific goals because of where I am right now. I need some. It gives me focus and more serenity. I wish, and am tired of wishing too. I have friends with some severe problems, cancer, different medical conditions, death of loved ones. I extend my love and prayers. It really doesn't feel like enough.
thanks for listening as always, TTYAL. Ciao.
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