They changed the interface on blogger. I am not sure if I like it yet. As with most things new, it takes me some adjustment time. I am having difficulties with not smoking today. I miss it. I spent/wasted a lot of time and money smoking for so many years. Wow! I think about it, and then I am okay, again. I am getting used to the new me. I am happy I can breathe. I haven't coughed up any nastiness in so long. Eww! I know, these are my happy thoughts.
I don't know why, I keep having this old adage running through my head. "something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue." There is more to it and it applies to wedding's. Specifically, what the bride is supposed to carry or wear. I found this:
I like this, more than just how it applies to weddings. Every day is a new one, but we carry all of our old baggage with it. Instead of lugging it around, I think just a thread of continuity is easier. Just keeping what we need. Something new, looking forward to what may be ahead. Something borrowed. Hmm.. for me, this means that you have friends and family. Borrowing something means somebody trusted you enough to loan you something. It also means you are worthy enough to return it. Something blue.
My birthstone is light blue. My wedding ring isn't a diamond but a large aquamarine for March. It is gorgeous. I didn't know what the blue stood for in this tradition. Wow! The fact that my daughter is/was born in March also was always just another bonus. Sadly, neither me or my hubby wear our rings. He got shocked at work one too many times. I am actually allergic or sensitive to gold. It makes me itch, and will give me a rash eventually. Not just from my wedding ring, but other gold jewelry I have, earrings too. I don't wear a lot of jewelry. Never did, so this really doesn't phase me much. I used to wear my wedding ring and earrings to work. I got more compliments on my $2.50 earrings I found on clearance than any of my "real " stones. LOL
Good fortune and prosperity would be nice. Really. I'd give it a shot.
My digestive system is being 'balky" again. This makes me feel like crap, nauseated and dizzy. My one friend laughed, she's a nurse.. you are full of shit. Yep, small intestinal blockage, have been here too many times. Ugh, it hurts. I am keeping my fingers crossed that this too shall pass. LOLOL(sorry). I don't know why I should be embarrassed by this. Another friend commented , glad you're poopin. I wish I still was. It is so annoying and frustrating.
I had fun on Facebook today, had fun with my kids, had a wonderful time with my hubby. The dog kind of drove me nuts, and my therapist. *I don't know. I think I have to up the power or something. I am not getting what I need from it at this point.I have been debating a lot of different options, need to do some action soon. For now, I am going to nap. I may go take a swim later. This is where having my hubby home is such a relief. I can trust him to keep them okay while I space out for a bit.
When I was a workaholic and that has been at every job. Everybody would laugh. I loved break time. I told people I came to work just so I could take a break. I loved it. We would smoke and eat and chit-chat. I found out a lot of good/bad things from people on break. I told a friend I can be shy. Yep, still can, even after all these years. It depends on the context of where and why. With me it doesn't last very long, my inherent sort of rebellious nature asserts itself eventually. I am a smart-ass, can't help it.
But at first, scary..
I need to step out, get a move on it and meet peeps. My level, just smiling at retail workers and leaving nice tips isn't cutting it anymore. I also need to get help for my girl and the boy too..might as well include the hubby and the dog. The therapist had a point. I have been here starting my 3rd year and have only put up one picture. I suppose it is about time I moved in and on.
Thanks for listening as always, ttyl.
Hmm..yep, something to think about.
I don't know why, I keep having this old adage running through my head. "something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue." There is more to it and it applies to wedding's. Specifically, what the bride is supposed to carry or wear. I found this:
"Something old represents continuity; something new offers optimism for the future; something borrowed symbolizes borrowed happiness; something blue stands for purity, love, and fidelity; and a sixpence in your shoe is a wish for good fortune and prosperity, although this remains largely a British custom."
I like this, more than just how it applies to weddings. Every day is a new one, but we carry all of our old baggage with it. Instead of lugging it around, I think just a thread of continuity is easier. Just keeping what we need. Something new, looking forward to what may be ahead. Something borrowed. Hmm.. for me, this means that you have friends and family. Borrowing something means somebody trusted you enough to loan you something. It also means you are worthy enough to return it. Something blue.
My birthstone is light blue. My wedding ring isn't a diamond but a large aquamarine for March. It is gorgeous. I didn't know what the blue stood for in this tradition. Wow! The fact that my daughter is/was born in March also was always just another bonus. Sadly, neither me or my hubby wear our rings. He got shocked at work one too many times. I am actually allergic or sensitive to gold. It makes me itch, and will give me a rash eventually. Not just from my wedding ring, but other gold jewelry I have, earrings too. I don't wear a lot of jewelry. Never did, so this really doesn't phase me much. I used to wear my wedding ring and earrings to work. I got more compliments on my $2.50 earrings I found on clearance than any of my "real " stones. LOL
Good fortune and prosperity would be nice. Really. I'd give it a shot.
My digestive system is being 'balky" again. This makes me feel like crap, nauseated and dizzy. My one friend laughed, she's a nurse.. you are full of shit. Yep, small intestinal blockage, have been here too many times. Ugh, it hurts. I am keeping my fingers crossed that this too shall pass. LOLOL(sorry). I don't know why I should be embarrassed by this. Another friend commented , glad you're poopin. I wish I still was. It is so annoying and frustrating.
I had fun on Facebook today, had fun with my kids, had a wonderful time with my hubby. The dog kind of drove me nuts, and my therapist. *I don't know. I think I have to up the power or something. I am not getting what I need from it at this point.I have been debating a lot of different options, need to do some action soon. For now, I am going to nap. I may go take a swim later. This is where having my hubby home is such a relief. I can trust him to keep them okay while I space out for a bit.
When I was a workaholic and that has been at every job. Everybody would laugh. I loved break time. I told people I came to work just so I could take a break. I loved it. We would smoke and eat and chit-chat. I found out a lot of good/bad things from people on break. I told a friend I can be shy. Yep, still can, even after all these years. It depends on the context of where and why. With me it doesn't last very long, my inherent sort of rebellious nature asserts itself eventually. I am a smart-ass, can't help it.
But at first, scary..
I need to step out, get a move on it and meet peeps. My level, just smiling at retail workers and leaving nice tips isn't cutting it anymore. I also need to get help for my girl and the boy too..might as well include the hubby and the dog. The therapist had a point. I have been here starting my 3rd year and have only put up one picture. I suppose it is about time I moved in and on.
Thanks for listening as always, ttyl.
"Is your problem really your problem, or is your attitude toward your problem the real problem?"
Hmm..yep, something to think about.
