I have had a day. That is about it. The end of my blog? I am laughing out loud. (LOL) No, I talk/write/wonder way too much. I will try not to ramble.
I read a few on-line articles today, and some blogs. I also read part of the newspaper as they are STILL sending it to me daily. I got my kids off to school on time. I did some suduko's, took a shower, ate way too much chocolate. I cleaned bathrooms and did laundry. Which did turn out amusing. The cheap 99 cents rug I bought turned everything pink, oops! Since I was washing rugs and dog toys/items this isn't so bad. The dog's pillowcase kind of glows though. I also, took a shower, got dressed, and took the dog to the groomer's. Most of the above isn't in any particular order.
I also face-booked, sent a few messages and played back and forth on-and-off. I got a beautiful compliment from one of my reader/friends. That was sweet, a very big highlight of my day. I had a few laughs with friends, and left one voice mail and 1 text. I flirted with a few peeps I probably shouldn't have. I debated sending another message to either of my "stalkees". Crap, I have been doing better. I decided one was okay. He doesn't take me seriously anyway.
I drank way way too much coffee, regular and de-caf. It has left me somewhat nauseated. I have been jonesing for a smoke all "effin" day. The thing is I don't want one and then I do. I hate this. My hubby thoughtfully left 1 cigarette in his pack when he left for work. Thank God, it is menthol. I have said this before, yuk. I have resisted this urge but it has made me crabby all day. I bought Dunkin' Donuts and only ate one. I am thankful for that victory.
Huh? To eat only one? When I was a teen-ager, I loved donuts, Donut Express in New Lenox, oh yum! I was piling on the weight, so I did what I had done before with mixed results. I bought a whole dozen and forced myself to eat them all. I think I ended throwing up. Bonus, I could turn down donuts after that or only eat just one for years. Later in life when my stomach messed up and I was on my "no pain " diet. I couldn't eat even one. Anything fried went through me viciously and caused intense pain.
See the victory part? People who have never struggled with their weight don't understand any of this. People who can eat anything they want, don't understand it either. I have never been underweight. I had a friend who was. He was also a coke addict, which I didn't know for 5 years. I knew a few bulimics too. I was related to one. That never really appealed to me all that much. I have vomited all my life from booze, drugs, pregnancies, surgeries, motion sickness and the "unknown" hernia. I have gotten really expert at it, but I have never done it on purpose. Dry heaves are the absolute worse, I refuse. I'll force down water instead.
Sorry, I got a bit off track. One of the stories was about being a "Debbie Downer". Crapola. That one hit home, I have been woeing way too much. That is too a word, okay, maybe not. I have given up so much crap in my life by choice. Because it made me stupid, sick or both. I didn't like who I was when I was using. Whatever, OMG! I will be fine..really. I do need to get out more, have fun. Yep! My therapist would be nodding his head here. I am listening to my kids joke around with my hubby, their Dad. There is also a stayover friend of my son's here. The humor is at a 10-13 year old level. I have had one 1/4 tablet of my pain meds all day. Maybe I should take some more. Just kidding!
My levels have been to get healthy. Having fun and being with people needs to be part of that. I am very glad my husband is in AZ for the next couple of weeks. He has been told he will be going to a mine about five hours from here, after that. Yahoo! That is so much closer. He should be able to make it home for week-ends.
Thanks for listening, I have been writing this almost all day in bits and pieces. I am tired, I may have overdone a few things, but whatever. I may even sleep through the night again. Thank God! I smile, that would be amazing. TTYAL.
My quote for the day that I found amusing.
I read a few on-line articles today, and some blogs. I also read part of the newspaper as they are STILL sending it to me daily. I got my kids off to school on time. I did some suduko's, took a shower, ate way too much chocolate. I cleaned bathrooms and did laundry. Which did turn out amusing. The cheap 99 cents rug I bought turned everything pink, oops! Since I was washing rugs and dog toys/items this isn't so bad. The dog's pillowcase kind of glows though. I also, took a shower, got dressed, and took the dog to the groomer's. Most of the above isn't in any particular order.
I also face-booked, sent a few messages and played back and forth on-and-off. I got a beautiful compliment from one of my reader/friends. That was sweet, a very big highlight of my day. I had a few laughs with friends, and left one voice mail and 1 text. I flirted with a few peeps I probably shouldn't have. I debated sending another message to either of my "stalkees". Crap, I have been doing better. I decided one was okay. He doesn't take me seriously anyway.
I drank way way too much coffee, regular and de-caf. It has left me somewhat nauseated. I have been jonesing for a smoke all "effin" day. The thing is I don't want one and then I do. I hate this. My hubby thoughtfully left 1 cigarette in his pack when he left for work. Thank God, it is menthol. I have said this before, yuk. I have resisted this urge but it has made me crabby all day. I bought Dunkin' Donuts and only ate one. I am thankful for that victory.
Huh? To eat only one? When I was a teen-ager, I loved donuts, Donut Express in New Lenox, oh yum! I was piling on the weight, so I did what I had done before with mixed results. I bought a whole dozen and forced myself to eat them all. I think I ended throwing up. Bonus, I could turn down donuts after that or only eat just one for years. Later in life when my stomach messed up and I was on my "no pain " diet. I couldn't eat even one. Anything fried went through me viciously and caused intense pain.
See the victory part? People who have never struggled with their weight don't understand any of this. People who can eat anything they want, don't understand it either. I have never been underweight. I had a friend who was. He was also a coke addict, which I didn't know for 5 years. I knew a few bulimics too. I was related to one. That never really appealed to me all that much. I have vomited all my life from booze, drugs, pregnancies, surgeries, motion sickness and the "unknown" hernia. I have gotten really expert at it, but I have never done it on purpose. Dry heaves are the absolute worse, I refuse. I'll force down water instead.
Sorry, I got a bit off track. One of the stories was about being a "Debbie Downer". Crapola. That one hit home, I have been woeing way too much. That is too a word, okay, maybe not. I have given up so much crap in my life by choice. Because it made me stupid, sick or both. I didn't like who I was when I was using. Whatever, OMG! I will be fine..really. I do need to get out more, have fun. Yep! My therapist would be nodding his head here. I am listening to my kids joke around with my hubby, their Dad. There is also a stayover friend of my son's here. The humor is at a 10-13 year old level. I have had one 1/4 tablet of my pain meds all day. Maybe I should take some more. Just kidding!
My levels have been to get healthy. Having fun and being with people needs to be part of that. I am very glad my husband is in AZ for the next couple of weeks. He has been told he will be going to a mine about five hours from here, after that. Yahoo! That is so much closer. He should be able to make it home for week-ends.
Thanks for listening, I have been writing this almost all day in bits and pieces. I am tired, I may have overdone a few things, but whatever. I may even sleep through the night again. Thank God! I smile, that would be amazing. TTYAL.
My quote for the day that I found amusing.
Before enlightenment; chop wood, carry water.After enlightenment; chop wood, carry water. - Zen Proverb
