Utah. Why Utah? *sigh* It is where my husband is working at. No, I am not a Mormon. Do I want to talk to the missionaries? No, thanks, but no.
I am so glad I am out of Arizona and the heat. The heat wave that has spread across almost the whole USA. I don't miss sandstorms or cacti or 100% sunshine. I do miss my lizards a bit and the birds that I have right now are pretty but rude. You still have to water things here, but not as much.
I don't like my new house.
There, I said it.
It is dirty, stinks and is old. The basement while finished, is creepy. I need a laundry chute.
If I had moved to this house 1st, before we moved to the one in Arizona, I think I would have been better. I'll be happier when they come and rip out the carpet and replace it with new. I also think painting will help, as does cleaning and trying to get stuff put away. We have two new dressers for me and Mark on order, that will help also.
I love the new deck, and the trees, the apricot tree is beautiful. I have lots of spaces to grow things. My kitchen is remodeled and some of the other parts of the house are an improvement.
I miss my old pool, my kitchen, my closet, my bathroom. It smells like a combination of cat piss and cigars. There are spiderwebs everywhere. Awh gheeze, I feel like a big weenie whiner.
The first night my daughter had a breakdown and cried. She was still crying from the first move from Wisconsin, this second move tripped the trigger. I will never forget what she said..."Mom, quit saying it is going to be alright, it isn't alright"
True. It isn't, yet.
I have to hang on to the belief that things will get better. I have to think that we are improving, moving forward. I so want a cigarette, and don't.
It is nice seeing my hubby every day and see him with the kids for at least a little while. They love him and have missed him. Jack, the dog follows him or me around at all time. We are all messed up with strange sleeping and waking patterns. My hubby is working night shift this rotation.
Tomorrow we will do something fun, I also have to go for a bike ride too. I feel better writing this. It will be okay, it will get better.
Thanks for listening, TTYAL. The new picture on top is from my apricot tree. Have a great day, week, night and I am hoping that you realize as I have lately that it doesn't matter where you are, there are always ways to make things improve. It helps so much to be with the people you love.
I am so glad I am out of Arizona and the heat. The heat wave that has spread across almost the whole USA. I don't miss sandstorms or cacti or 100% sunshine. I do miss my lizards a bit and the birds that I have right now are pretty but rude. You still have to water things here, but not as much.
I don't like my new house.
There, I said it.
It is dirty, stinks and is old. The basement while finished, is creepy. I need a laundry chute.
If I had moved to this house 1st, before we moved to the one in Arizona, I think I would have been better. I'll be happier when they come and rip out the carpet and replace it with new. I also think painting will help, as does cleaning and trying to get stuff put away. We have two new dressers for me and Mark on order, that will help also.
I love the new deck, and the trees, the apricot tree is beautiful. I have lots of spaces to grow things. My kitchen is remodeled and some of the other parts of the house are an improvement.
I miss my old pool, my kitchen, my closet, my bathroom. It smells like a combination of cat piss and cigars. There are spiderwebs everywhere. Awh gheeze, I feel like a big weenie whiner.
The first night my daughter had a breakdown and cried. She was still crying from the first move from Wisconsin, this second move tripped the trigger. I will never forget what she said..."Mom, quit saying it is going to be alright, it isn't alright"
True. It isn't, yet.
I have to hang on to the belief that things will get better. I have to think that we are improving, moving forward. I so want a cigarette, and don't.
It is nice seeing my hubby every day and see him with the kids for at least a little while. They love him and have missed him. Jack, the dog follows him or me around at all time. We are all messed up with strange sleeping and waking patterns. My hubby is working night shift this rotation.
Tomorrow we will do something fun, I also have to go for a bike ride too. I feel better writing this. It will be okay, it will get better.
Thanks for listening, TTYAL. The new picture on top is from my apricot tree. Have a great day, week, night and I am hoping that you realize as I have lately that it doesn't matter where you are, there are always ways to make things improve. It helps so much to be with the people you love.
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