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Thursday, June 14, 2012

Still kicking...

I am waiting for my pot roast to cool down a bit before I stick it in the fridge. It has been a strange day. I did manage to get some things done today. I have been slacking, I despise moving and packing. I had a call from a life coach, it was very interesting and not what I expected. His challenge was to come up with a scenario of what I expect my life to be like a year from now.

Okay, we talked about some of it. It was very positive. I have been having a very difficult time embracing the thought of our newest relocation. I have very old bad memories associated with Utah and a few good ones. The state itself is beautiful and I love the thought of having seasons again. Though, I would like to skip the snow. I am very nervous about being in a new place, finding my way around. I am a professional at getting lost. You can laugh, but I have ended up in the wrong state..more than once.


I am also practical enough to know that it isn't going to be all peaches and cream. There is work involved and at this point, I am frustrated with my kids. They are very spoiled in some ways. This is going to be a major issue. I have really not had my husband home regularly for about the last seven years or so. He has  worked for different employers, but all required field service. This means travel and a lot of it. I always tease him that he should have just been a semi-driver. He actually could beat them with accumulated miles on the road.

I am worrying about things that haven't happened yet. I am trying to relax and breathe it in and out. I will be okay.

My thought the other day was that there is almost always someone who is better at something then me and almost always somebody who is worse. I used to find this a frustrating statement. I realized I don't anymore. It is a comfort. I have limits, I don't have to be perfect. I am also uniquely me. Everybody has their quirks and foibles. I have always wanted to use that word in a sentence. I just love it, foibles. LOL

I am running late tonight so I am going to cut this short. I do realize I have not been writing very regularly as of late. I have been playing word games on Facebook which is very addicting to me. I know I am going to have to chill it down soon, but for the moment it has been a great stress reliever.

I will write my vision of the future tomorrow, I hope. TTYAL and thanks for listening.

Is there something that is your special talent? How do you nurture it? Is there something you hate about yourself? Is their any steps you can take to minimize it or embrace it instead? Serious and powerful questions of where you are and where you want to be.

"WORK IN PROGRESS"


The same but different, I love it.

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